I’ve got this.

It’s been a trial of a month for me at work this month but my personal life is going pretty well. The balance has kept my head and heart above water and in this particular moment I am feeling very empowered.

I let some changes at work and a less than good result get the better of me in the last fornight and I have been feeling quite sorry for myself. I have felt powerless and unworthy but I have, seemingly overnight, bounced back with fight in my heart.

I have been feeling paranoid and unsure of my achievments recently with changes in a lot of aspects of my role and a sense of underachievment and it caused me to question my worth in the position I hold at work. I know I am worthy and I know I am good at what I do, I have proven myself before and I refuse to continue letting myself question that.

For about a week I had convinced myself that the best course of action was to just run away from the challenges, I decided it all just wasn’t really worth the way I was feeling and that I could really use another 3-6 months off but I’ve got too much pride to let this get me.

I have built myself up from a year of complete turmoil, dealing with my mother’s death and all the other crap that I had to find a way to overcome in the same space of time and I am completely engaged in continuing to put my best foot forward.

I have an incredible boyfriend who just makes me so proud. I have supportive friends and family, savings in the bank, my debts paid off and an awesome life that I made myself.

A shitty fortnight is not going to define me or my self worth and it certainly won’t make me quit now.

My life is amazing and I’ve absolutly got this.

Onwards and upwards.