life – Daily BizNess – Starting Over

Walking bare foot into a Rose bush.

I have been able to establish a sense of calm that I have never been able to achieve in my life before. It comes from being able to sit here a year after Mum’s death and a year and a half after I split from Jake who I spent nine years of my life withContinue reading “Walking bare foot into a Rose bush.”

Cautious but hopeful

It’s been a weird year so far and despite everything that has happened in our world in 2020, for me it has turned out kind of well… It started with a promotion. I had experienced some serious turmoil in my personal life for a solid portion of last year and the begining of this yearContinue reading “Cautious but hopeful”

Challenge at hand

I can now see how and why people purposely bury themselves in their work. Since taking this role, my work load has at least tripled, I don’t have much time to think about anything else but my next immediate task during the day. I don’t know if it’s a good thing long term but itContinue reading “Challenge at hand”

Going through the motions

It has been a weird week this week. I don’t even really know where to begin in terms of describing it or making an interesting post about it. I guess I am just going through the motions. I feel odd. I feel like everything is technically fine, that I am making progress and that thereContinue reading “Going through the motions”

Putting it back together

With Christmas and New Years behind us, I feel refreshed and ready to take on the year. I have had time to myself as well as time with my housemates, my cousin and my friends and all in all I feel positive about life right now. It has been tough to endure the emotions thatContinue reading “Putting it back together”

Faith and “The Universe”

When I was 17 I became aware of a certain presence in my life that has directed my path and all that I have experienced. Some people call it fate, some call it God, I tend to use “the universe” when describing it which, in my mind tries to encompasses both concepts. I grew upContinue reading “Faith and “The Universe””

In the moment

Balancing having ambitious goals at the same time as keeping high expectations at bay is the one thing I continue to struggle with. One thing I have realised is most of my heart ache surrounding my breakup is not so much about missing him but it is the grief of loosing the future I soContinue reading “In the moment”

Denial is easier…

Yesterday was Christmas day…. I couldn’t compose myself properly all day, every time I stopped thinking about the gravity of what was missing I snuck a glance at the display my sister had put up to pay respect to our mum, a photo and a video montage. It has been just under four months sinceContinue reading “Denial is easier…”