It’s been a while and a lot has happened since my last post. I have thrown caution to the wind recently and it feels amazing. I haven’t really ever felt this free before but I am apprehensive of what the next year looks like. Craig and I split in October which was more or lessContinue reading “Caution to the wind”
Tag Archives: 2020
Walking bare foot into a Rose bush.
I have been able to establish a sense of calm that I have never been able to achieve in my life before. It comes from being able to sit here a year after Mum’s death and a year and a half after I split from Jake who I spent nine years of my life withContinue reading “Walking bare foot into a Rose bush.”
Foggy mind
Recently I feel my brain is full of fog. I have been experiencing a lot of weird and bad dreams that don’t quite make it to nightmare status but keep me up all the same. I feel like I have it together but then it seems perhaps I am not quite acknowledging how I amContinue reading “Foggy mind”
I’ve got this.
It’s been a trial of a month for me at work this month but my personal life is going pretty well. The balance has kept my head and heart above water and in this particular moment I am feeling very empowered. I let some changes at work and a less than good result get theContinue reading “I’ve got this.”
Mud is good for your skin
I was supposed to be in Italy right now but the Corona virus made that impossible. I look longingly at pictures of the places I planned to visit and watch stories put up by my friends in Italy (who are now seemingly out of lockdown) and ache at not being able to be part ofContinue reading “Mud is good for your skin”
Cautious but hopeful
It’s been a weird year so far and despite everything that has happened in our world in 2020, for me it has turned out kind of well… It started with a promotion. I had experienced some serious turmoil in my personal life for a solid portion of last year and the begining of this yearContinue reading “Cautious but hopeful”
Shades of grey
I have remained a fly on the wall when it comes to the current protests and debates happening. Not because I don’t have strong feelings about racism, I certainly do but I have come to realise that expressing my views end up in arguments with people who are on the same side. I have beenContinue reading “Shades of grey”
What a year can do…
Today, one year ago exactly, I returned home from a journey that started in November 2018. I traveled to Thailand, Vietnam, Singapore, Bali and all of the East Coast of Australia. Mostly with Jake my partner of almost ten years. If I was able to speak to that girl, who came home with her tailContinue reading “What a year can do…”
Leading up to lockdown
It’s hard to comprehend what is going on right now and for me there is a feeling of denial that it’s even really happening. The Corona virus has affected the whole globe. Australia is currently in a weird state of being between business as usual and completly in lockdown. The city in Sydney is gettingContinue reading “Leading up to lockdown”
34 times around the sun
With another birthday around the corner I feel inclined to look back and consider what an amazing life I have had so far. I certainly do not feel my age and that might be because at almost 34 I always assumed I’d be married with a child not because I necessarily wanted it but alwaysContinue reading “34 times around the sun”
Valentine’s Day
For all the Valentine’s days I have experienced, this one, despite being single, is certainly not amongst the worst. I was in a relationship for a very long time with someone who just was not in tune with what his role was as a boyfriend and partner and I struggled silently for such a longContinue reading “Valentine’s Day”
Looming Uncertainty
Uncertainty in my life is looming again. The next change over of housemates is underway and it’s an odd transition to say the least. We have three newbies and of the 7 old housemates 6 will be likely be gone by the end of the month. To top it off, the lease holder is leavingContinue reading “Looming Uncertainty”